Im Tired.

[Gears]

This departure has come at last. Today I take a well needed break after a long stint in staff and commander positions.

Im here to say ill dissapear. but honestly.. I really need to go and find some new hobby.

My time here has been completely unforgettable to the fact that i saw it irreplacable in my own personal life. Ive met some people that I would truly call friends and can shoot the shit with. This community had alot of highs that i feel people ignore cause "hurr durr gmod server", I think people really dont get it, the world is really doom and gloom out there and this place is a massive escape for people who just wanna forget about it.

Theres some things i wanna layout, I had this whole thing in my mind how i was gonna do this, such as saying all the things I had issues with.. but lets be honest, Nobody fucking cares and ill look like a massive twat. I do wanna mention that alot of people need to really chill the fuck out sometimes, ask yourself this.. "is this really as big of a deal that I think it is".

I look back at what ive done. Yoda, HA, Director, Management and i hope at the very least i left my own mark on this community. It might be a bit egotistical to say i wanna be remembered. But I just dont wanna be forgotten..

Final Note before I list all the people that I like and go all sobby. There are definitely some people who are gonna be jumping for joy and suddenly coming back.. and to I that i say.. Keep me living rent free in your head.

 

So lets do this

@SquareNot enough respect given to you. I dont think people see the work you do behind the scenes and how much you actually do.

@JadI absolutely dont know what I would of done if it wasnt for the guidance and advise. I am forever thankful and wish you luck in life

@ForseenSame goes with you, When a certain incident happened (everyone knows what im talking about), you put down the hammer on me and yet still was one of the only people that came to me and was willing to work with genuinely kept me sane. You really gave belief in myself and I truely a great person.

@DragonGood guy, genuinely does alot of great work behind the scenes. Deserves high praise.

@Sock MonkeySame goes with you. Big insight on the community and deserves credit. You still need to give me TRM btw.

@WoenyGreat guidance and someone who Ive loved to hang about with. deserves what he has.

@FyiKeep going, Keep pushing. You WILL get where you want. I assure you will, prove the people of this community wrong and dont change yourself.

@WolfroLove you brother. such a wholesome guy and genuine gent.

@CrimsonWe butted heads alot but you were a great Director Partner, I hope your doing fine whatever your doing currently.

Theres alot of HAs i would like to shoutout but there is Way.. WAY too many for me to try find them all. But they all did good jobs in there own way, ill shout out a few individuals

@ConradChrist you have been everywhere.. Keep doing it.

@Dekuget palpy

@BrooklynGreat guy. Knows when to get a job done

@Freck Go get Director 2 Days after getting HA again. Genuinely great guy and fucking love him.

@JovanovicKeep going at it

@Willyworm1It was genuinely one of by biggest regrets denying you for Spec Reg back then and i truly apologise for it. But im really happy you are in high command now. Ill always remember you and me doing Jocasta Nu and 327th RP.

@StormzyGood job being yoda and keep in contact.

@skylurgamestook balls to put a app up for Yoda and i respect that

@MaverickI sucessor for Yoda, Times we didnt see eye to eye but atleast you had a backbone to tell me when i was wrong

@JaBakuput some fucking life in the order. great yoda

@SixtaKeep the wheel turning.

@BactaOne of best Codys out there. Hes a big memer but he truly had a heart for this server.

@DennisYea we went at eachother alot but I cant really say anything bad about it.. im sure some people want me to tho ;)

@StixDoes a good job as HA and positions hes in

@MaddoxxMy Pick

@TurtleBig Dub right! Nah your a fine HA

@StroodleGood Ha aswell

@Bbstinehell of a liaison and kept my sanity alot and just a wholesome guy overall

@ClutchYou were by far the biggest opposer to me for 2nd term but by god you were an amazing Windu under me. Quite franky you were my only Windu

@Finn@CarvisThe best gays on the server

@BudMiss you

@MavelleKeep that GM Program running, You have a good mind and you and me have talked, you know what your doing.

Cant find tyennochs account but im glad hes back and doing well, same goes with Jagger, Amazing guy.

@Elijahbig backbone for the High Staff when he was HA

@Comicsalright... heart to heart buddy. Sometimes shit happens and it sucks, I get it. Soemtimes you just gotta get on with it and learn as you go on and im sure you will get to where you want in the end.

@EagleGenuine person.

Lastly.. @TazRemember that time i fingerbanged ahsoka

 

I could go on and on about this. You really couldnt get me to stop. But lets be honest. Its long enough. If you feel you deserved an @ im sure ill get round to you.

Other than that... Im free.. at last.

 

[A-a-ron]

L

[Turtle]

o7

[Conrad]

1 minute ago, Gears said:

@ConradChrist you have been everywhere.. Keep doing it.

@Dekuget palpy

These two things are conflicting

I'll miss you man, let me know when you get back on in TS and can talk. Wanna say goodbye in person.

[Jovanovic]

2 minutes ago, Gears said:

@ConradChrist you have been everywhere.. Keep doing it.

@Dekuget palpy

@JovanovicKeep going at it

Gears really be setting up a high command battle royale fr fr

[Whataburger]

o7

please come to a GM meeting one day and give one last useless PTS.

[Hanz]

o7 You were really british

[Guac]

In many cases we haven't seen eye to eye, but I can still respect the unwavering dedication and loyalty to this community you have shown over the years. I hope you find happiness wherever you go.

[Maverick]

Thank you for the vote of confidence. Good luck to you. o7 my friend.

[Finn]

Gears, you started some of the biggest positive changes in 212th we've had. You were my Major buddy, and I've always been glad to consider you a friend. The community has lost something big with you leaving, and I hope you still visit us from time to time. 

I hope whatever your future brings is amazing, and you'll always have a place in 212th. 

Stay in touch!

[Maddoxx]

o7 big man

[Mavelle]

Goodbye, big guy.

You've made a fucking gigantic impact on synergy.

o7

[Gears]

Ok i forgot a really fucking important one... @NaffenFucking Legend

Edit: @Shockpointthis guy aswell

Edited December 13, 2021 by Gears

[Eclipse]

Goodbye Gears. You were a wacky wacky boy.

Glad that no incidents occurred over your time on the server involving any particular SWEPs. That would be unfortunate.

[Fyi]

You did a good job, the literally definition of perseverance. Worked hard, got to the position he wanted. o7

[BigZach]

o7 

[Gears]

2 minutes ago, Eclipse said:

Glad that no incidents occurred over your time on the server involving any particular SWEPs. That would be unfortunate.

Yea that would be devastating. People would be harping on about it for 2 years

[Brooklyn]

You had a long ride. Now it's time to rest. The work you've put in is gonna be here for CC's to come

[Bbstine]

o7 Gears, one of the longest journeys come to an end.

[Donut]

o7 This is a big one, good luck in your future endeavours. Much love

[Dennis]

The plot armor ran out this time big dog.

 

frfr you had a good run, best of luck in the future.

[TheCyan]

If you cant tell this is ironic, I'm glad you're coming back to the real world Gears.

Edited December 16, 2021 by TheCyan

[Gears]

Just now, Dennis said:

The plot armor ran out this time big dog.

My Card was on the ban list

[Prophet]

o7 Gears. Hope you find a hobby that brings you joy. Its been a pleasure having you with us in the 212th, and on the server. 

[Daytona211]

Best of luck man, you're dedication and willingness to fight for what you think is right benefitted the community alot throughout your time, and i'm sure it will help you wherever you head to next!

[Marvel]

[justuscloud5]

I'm hurt no @. 

 

I'll come and harass you again one day my friend have fun in retirement 

[Whataburger]

11 minutes ago, justuscloud5 said:

I'm hurt no @. 

who are you again?

(*please dont hunt me down it was a joke*)

[justuscloud5]

Just now, Whataburger said:

who are you again?

(*please dont hunt me down it was a joke*)

Listen here kid the only reason your still around are because of my big fat gorilla nuts 

[Whataburger]

5 minutes ago, justuscloud5 said:

my big fat gorilla nuts

Dont bring Our nuts into this, you fucking weirdo.

[Fizzik]

Best of luck to you old friend, was more than a pleasure working with you in the high staff team. Keep in touch!

[Bacta]

@Gearswhen i was at my lowest of the server banned, removed from foxtrot you told me to go for staff, you pushed me and honest to god without you i would not have even thought of going for it, i remember you telling me i could be a HA 1 day when i was a little SFC, thank you for your work man, you are always welcomed back in 212th, out of all the members of synergy you were trully the person that cared the absolute most about everything and everyone knew about it take it ez, i hope you do come back 1 day though

 

[Bud]

@GearsI miss you to bud you and wolfro and our ha team were fucking great

[Clutch]

2 hours ago, Gears said:

This departure has come at last. Today I take a well needed break after a long stint in staff and commander positions.

Im here to say ill dissapear. but honestly.. I really need to go and find some new hobby.

My time here has been completely unforgettable to the fact that i saw it irreplacable in my own personal life. Ive met some people that I would truly call friends and can shoot the shit with. This community had alot of highs that i feel people ignore cause "hurr durr gmod server", I think people really dont get it, the world is really doom and gloom out there and this place is a massive escape for people who just wanna forget about it.

Theres some things i wanna layout, I had this whole thing in my mind how i was gonna do this, such as saying all the things I had issues with.. but lets be honest, Nobody fucking cares and ill look like a massive twat. I do wanna mention that alot of people need to really chill the fuck out sometimes, ask yourself this.. "is this really as big of a deal that I think it is".

I look back at what ive done. Yoda, HA, Director, Management and i hope at the very least i left my own mark on this community. It might be a bit egotistical to say i wanna be remembered. But I just dont wanna be forgotten..

Final Note before I list all the people that I like and go all sobby. There are definitely some people who are gonna be jumping for joy and suddenly coming back.. and to I that i say.. Keep me living rent free in your head.

 

So lets do this

@SquareNot enough respect given to you. I dont think people see the work you do behind the scenes and how much you actually do.

@JadI absolutely dont know what I would of done if it wasnt for the guidance and advise. I am forever thankful and wish you luck in life

@ForseenSame goes with you, When a certain incident happened (everyone knows what im talking about), you put down the hammer on me and yet still was one of the only people that came to me and was willing to work with genuinely kept me sane. You really gave belief in myself and I truely a great person.

@DragonGood guy, genuinely does alot of great work behind the scenes. Deserves high praise.

@Sock MonkeySame goes with you. Big insight on the community and deserves credit. You still need to give me TRM btw.

@WoenyGreat guidance and someone who Ive loved to hang about with. deserves what he has.

@FyiKeep going, Keep pushing. You WILL get where you want. I assure you will, prove the people of this community wrong and dont change yourself.

@WolfroLove you brother. such a wholesome guy and genuine gent.

@CrimsonWe butted heads alot but you were a great Director Partner, I hope your doing fine whatever your doing currently.

Theres alot of HAs i would like to shoutout but there is Way.. WAY too many for me to try find them all. But they all did good jobs in there own way, ill shout out a few individuals

@ConradChrist you have been everywhere.. Keep doing it.

@Dekuget palpy

@BrooklynGreat guy. Knows when to get a job done

@Freck Go get Director 2 Days after getting HA again. Genuinely great guy and fucking love him.

@JovanovicKeep going at it

@Willyworm1It was genuinely one of by biggest regrets denying you for Spec Reg back then and i truly apologise for it. But im really happy you are in high command now. Ill always remember you and me doing Jocasta Nu and 327th RP.

@StormzyGood job being yoda and keep in contact.

@skylurgamestook balls to put a app up for Yoda and i respect that

@MaverickI sucessor for Yoda, Times we didnt see eye to eye but atleast you had a backbone to tell me when i was wrong

@JaBakuput some fucking life in the order. great yoda

@SixtaKeep the wheel turning.

@BactaOne of best Codys out there. Hes a big memer but he truly had a heart for this server.

@DennisYea we went at eachother alot but I cant really say anything bad about it.. im sure some people want me to tho ;)

@StixDoes a good job as HA and positions hes in

@MaddoxxMy Pick

@TurtleBig Dub right! Nah your a fine HA

@StroodleGood Ha aswell

@Bbstinehell of a liaison and kept my sanity alot and just a wholesome guy overall

@ClutchYou were by far the biggest opposer to me for 2nd term but by god you were an amazing Windu under me. Quite franky you were my only Windu

@Finn@CarvisThe best gays on the server

@BudMiss you

@MavelleKeep that GM Program running, You have a good mind and you and me have talked, you know what your doing.

Cant find tyennochs account but im glad hes back and doing well, same goes with Jagger, Amazing guy.

@Elijahbig backbone for the High Staff when he was HA

@Comicsalright... heart to heart buddy. Sometimes shit happens and it sucks, I get it. Soemtimes you just gotta get on with it and learn as you go on and im sure you will get to where you want in the end.

@EagleGenuine person.

Lastly.. @TazRemember that time i fingerbanged ahsoka

 

I could go on and on about this. You really couldnt get me to stop. But lets be honest. Its long enough. If you feel you deserved an @ im sure ill get round to you.

Other than that... Im free.. at last.

 

Keep in contact dude havent spoke to you in a bit would be nice to catch up my new discord is Clutch#0445.... old one got banned. Finally happy to see you are taking a break you have worked really hard and done a shit ton for this community and not a lot of people have noticed. I wish you best of luck with whatever you do next!

[Naffen]

didn't expect this, o7 Gears. will miss you. 

[Black]

no @ ,still o7 enjoy retirement.

[Lyonaxis]

o7

[Freck]

Holy smokes I wasn't expecting this. Don't be a stranger dude, enjoy retirement.

[Freck]

6 hours ago, Gears said:

@Freck Go get Director 2 Days after getting HA again. Genuinely great guy and fucking love him.

LOL! 

Edited December 13, 2021 by Freck

[Stockings]

mfw only high command member not @'d 

 See you around Gears!  I hope you find something new to enjoy! Thank you for being a big part of the community!

[Willyworm1]

Gonna miss you old man, can't wait to see you come back like everyone eventually does. o7

[Bane]

O7, you will be missed

[Elijah]

o7 Gears I will miss you. Have a good time looking for new hobby. 

Love you <3

[Shockpoint]

Will never forget when you stood up for me after the admintellall. Meant more than you know. 
Cya around Gears, keep on keepin on

[ScarZ]

o7

[Stormzy]

Shocker, gg dawg be easy

[Comics]

On 12/13/2021 at 3:22 AM, Gears said:

@Comicsalright... heart to heart buddy. Sometimes shit happens and it sucks, I get it. Soemtimes you just gotta get on with it and learn as you go on and im sure you will get to where you want in the end.

This is my personal philosophy, and I've got to a lot of places by following it
I appreciate you as my friend and I appreciate the things you've done for me

 

I will miss you telling me things you definitely weren't allowed to

Also I did not expect this at all and it's pretty sad, I will genuinely miss you

Edited December 14, 2021 by Comics

[Luther]

o7 Gears you truly were one of the best high staff members in my opinion. You were never scared to give your input into any conversation. Also an amazing community member, had lots of fun memories with you in SOBDE, 212th and Jedi. 

[Pxnda]

On 12/12/2021 at 10:22 PM, Gears said:

 

@Finn@CarvisThe best gays on the server

 

 

I'm depressed I wasn't included in this. ;_;

[Eagle]

o7. You did so much for this server

[jacobfyfe]

lil late but I remember the short lived time with our RC squad and your rise through the staff team from SA and you sure did do a lot for the server which I don't think will be forgotten by many o7.

[Moose]

Have a good break my guy, enjoy being a Annie main.

[Matt-Matthos]

Goodbye my friend, im glad you got management. Best of luck to you on your endeavors

- Your former Kenobi