Shockpoint Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 Hard to believe what I've done since I've come back. Last time I played this game I was 15 and just starting highschool. Now I'm almost an adult and am trying to pursue a career in voice acting and radio. Because of this game. But I think I've overstayed my welcome. I still love this game to death, and I want to keep playing, but after I took my LOA I layed in bed for 7 hours just thinking about how I only had a year left of highschool, and then my life would change forever. No more football games, no more friends, no more Abbie. And what was I doing? Throwing it all away. My grades are the worst they have ever been, I'm failing classes, I can't focus on tasks, there is a weight I carry on my shoulders every day of my life. And I can't put it off anymore. I can't spiral any more than I already have. So, it really hurts to say this. But. I'm done. It's time for me to grow up. To go live my life. I learned so much from the people that I met on this game, and I wouldn't be the person I have become without you guys. But I need to finish highschool. I need to grow up. Thank you to everyone who has been a part of my journey. If you don't receive an @ in here, its probably because I am too tired to think. Message me and we can chat. Listen to this song if you ever feel overwhelmed or crushed, or when you inevitably look at the camera roll I'm about to drop on this post. I know it helped me clear my head. @Daytona211 Won't forget what you taught me and how you set me up to have one of the greatest Gamemaster teams I have ever seen. You were always a great friend and I'm thankful for the opportunity you gave me. @Woeny You may have been one of the biggest bros of all time. Literally could talk to you for hours about anything. I always felt I could go to you for anything and laughing at 2am with you for nights is something that I will never forget. @Jad The first time we talked after I was given GMD, you told me "Yeah you'll be saying 'thank you Jad' a lot" I didn't understand how right you really were. Thank you for everything. You were my biggest mentor. @Forseen For as many arguments we had (lol) I still think you always tried to do your best for the heart and soul of the community. @Dragon @SquareWe didn't interact as much, but thank you for giving me the opportunity to help the community and make friends. @Orion@Black@NissanMikli@Rizzo My greatest regret is what I didn't get to dedicate to 501st. I really tried to hold things together in my personal life but everything is coming crashing down and I know you four can make what I dreamed a reality. It already was set in motion. 501st was becoming amazing from the rubble we were dealt. I'm so, so sorry. @Marvel You honestly helped me stay sane the past 2 months. Couldn't ask for a better friend. You know where to find me. @PogDamn shame we didn't get time together. Go be a BCMD. @Conrad Thank you for believing in me as a gamemaster, and being a great friend. If I had to make an event for one person, my immediate answer would be you. @Mitchell Was fun interacting with you. It's a damn shame you caught me out of my prime. Watch this vid I put in bruh. @Bacta You're doing a great job. Far past my expectations. I don't know how you have the time for anything you do. Keep it up man. @Mavelle When I become a famous voice actor you'll be my first phone call. Listen to this song if you still feeling down about shit bruh ^ @Marshh Reg. I cant @ you for whatever reason Jake. But thank you. Thank you for being the reason I stayed. To the Gamemaster Team: I pushed you guys. I lot. Because I was tired. Because every day I would hear an iteration of the same old tired phrase. "The events on the server are stale and garbage." Half the people saying it had never become a gamemaster, never understood the effort some people put in. There are poor gamemasters. There are poor events. But that never stopped me from trying to break out of the norm and providing people with an unforgettable experience. And we did. With no event server for weeks near the end, we raked in almost 40 encounters with an average rating of 8. Thats unheard of. Were some of the ratings inflated? Definitely. Is that the fault of the Gamemaster Team? No. If you hate the state events are in right now, you have no right to bitch until you strap in your boots and really dedicate your time to the team. Then you have absolutely free reign. But until then? You guys go through hell, meticulously crafting your events, for what? For some moron event job to ruin them and result in 3/10s? Normal players don't even see anywhere close to this side of the team and I am glad we were able to mitigate that as much as possible. You guys have learned so much and It makes me happy how far me and my team were able to take you. This was my escape on the server. Where I could join into a random event with a gamemaster who had no clue who I was and absolutely blow people away. I never thought I would be a Jackson, A Punda, A Joah, A Nade, A Daytona, A Black, within the Gamemaster program. I never believed I'd leave an impact. Well. Anything is possible. My Recommendations for next GMD: Mitchell, Mavelle. Enjoy some of my most scenic attractions. A video of myself and Jakes most successful event (probably) Courtesy of @Cyan(<hope thats the right account) Jake being a fucking moron https://drive.google.com/file/d/10306iykUPjcyLoHgPJgO6hssoTg7CHFh/view?usp=sharing The 501st Choir https://medal.tv/clips/50593689/d1337pVNghaH And finally, my camera roll. If I can figure out how to get my screenshots on here, I will drop them all for everyone to enjoy. Veni, Vidi, Vici I came, I saw, I conquered. - Shockpoint 1 5 20 2 Report If you use the RC Shotgun you are automatically cringe. Link to comment
Conrad Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 (edited) MY MAN NO Edit: Alright i'm saying more because i got say more. You're fucking amazing. You are a great incredible person holy fucking shit. I think i feel now how you felt when i left a couple months back. Love you brother. Also you owe me 4 mil so pay up. Edited May 1, 2021 by Conrad 1 Report Link to comment
Eagle Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 o7, Thank you for the good times in the 212th Link to comment
Otter Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 NOOOOOOOOOOOO Best GMD see ya man o7 Foxtrot/Alpha-23 EOD Otter Link to comment
Turtle Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Current: Free man Former: Lotta things (Notably HA and Wolffe) Link to comment
TheCyan Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 Its @TheCyanbut that's alright :) o7 you fuckass I loved working with you and serving under you. You're a really awesome dude and I'm glad I got to see you around a lot. 1 Report I used to play this server for too many hours at a time. Link to comment
Naffen Posted May 1, 2021 Forum Admin Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 Big F bro. Almost had a rex term as long as Forseens :') For real tho was real fun playing with you and doing those late night events. Have fun o7 1 Report I added the Pepe emojis onto the forums Link to comment
Gears Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 Fuck 1 Report Currently trying to not be a forum gremlin Former Chancellor Palpatine | Former Yoda & Mace Windu | Former Shaak Ti & Anakin | Former Delta Squad Scorch | Former Mas Amedda | Former Director | Former Management Link to comment
Fyi Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 bruh you let that girl get to you smh i'm gonna miss you bruh, I've known you for a long time. 1 Report hi. Link to comment
Cox Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THIS IS NOT POG RIP BRO IMMA MISS YOU YOU MADE SHIT FUN A LOT FOR ME AND A BUNCH OF OTHER PEOPLE BUT I GOTTA DO IT TO YA Certified Giga Chad Link to comment
Gaster Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 @ShockpointMan i did not see this coming, shit man. One more person gone... I wish you the best of luck dude. Wish we could have talked more after I came back 1 Report I've been here too long Link to comment
Spieler Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 o7 it was an absolute pleasure. You were easily one of my favorite people on this server. I'm going to miss you so much. Best of luck with everything man, hope I can talk to you again one day 1 Report GMD / HA / Guild LT / Dev. Assistant / Mavelle Link to comment
Craigary Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 I was right! Cya man, good luck with life n stuff. 1 Report Ex HA | VA | SA | A | NA | GMC | GMM | GMO | GM | GH | TRO x4? | TR | RTR | Hunter | Darman | Mereel | Fixer | Etain | Anakin | Hett | Base ops Commander | Forum Mod | Ahsoka x2| Tyzen Xebec | cooker | Jesse | Tup | warthog | Synr.gg discord admin|- Everything else i was Link to comment
Black Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 You did your best my guy. We will take care of the 501st. Rest in peace my king. 1 Report First and only Polish Director Link to comment
TheCyan Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 BTW cool timestamp for the video is at around 1:27:00 1 Report I used to play this server for too many hours at a time. Link to comment
Crimson Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 Gonna miss you man, Appreciate everything you have done. Some good memories were created and some great... well..... moments. 1 Report I did things for the server. idk what you want from me. Link to comment
Luther Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 o7 man, good luck with your future endeavors and hope to see you again Link to comment
Pog Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 NOOOOOOOO 1 Report Former: Jedi Youngling Link to comment
Wren Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 o7 Will miss you bro 1 Report Aye I'm in 212th! Link to comment
Pxnda Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 Damn no tag? Ight Lmao jkjk It's been a honor king, welcome to the retirement home. o7 1 Report Current: Rancor Panda | Honorary Consular Ex: Delta 38, Kom'rk Skirata x2, Mereel Skirata, A'den Skirata, Omega Squad Fi (XO), Foxtrot MDMK, 327th 1stLT, 501st 1stLT, 212th MAJ, 41st WO, Alpha ARC 22 WO 'Aven', 212th 1stLT Lycanthrope Link to comment
Mavelle Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 Added to the playlist. Also unfair, music is the thing that emotionally affects me the hardest and that shit kinda made me cry, ngl :( you can't drop sad songs on me like that but Shockpoint, you are the reason I kept playing synergy. You promoted me to SGT as good old Colonel Gregor. I found your voice really fun and you were really engaging. It made me think "I gotta play more with this dude" And then I found out you were a GM, and we played in every event you hosted. And they were amazing. I know this is a video game, but you have made so many people happy. You've made such a great impact on so many aspects of this community. Thank you, man. P.S. Jesus fuck dude that song is so fucking unfair holy shit 1 Report Broooo that's literally insane brooo Link to comment
justuscloud5 Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 no @ for me i thought you loved me, o7 my old friend 1 Report Link to comment
Orion Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 im traumatized, thanks for your time in the server man 1 Report your favorite Puertorican in the Server Link to comment
Comics Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 I think you've done yourself a great service in taking your life into your own hands and putting distractions aside. I don't care what our relationship in relations to server work was like. I would classify you as a good friend & a good man. Do your best in life and strive to achieve what you need to, you'll go far with all this determination. Have a good life, Cuckpoint 2 Report The most fuckable person on Synergy Star Wars RP~ Link to comment
Hanz Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 o7 the short Time I was your TCC was amazing Link to comment
Jovanovic Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 Hey man, enjoy your last days of high school. Make that shit count. Take care man o7 1 Report Goodbye, everyone. Link to comment
Ratio Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 later 1 1 Report The Reprehensible Ratio! #RemoveJedi #RenameRancorToARC Link to comment
Eclipse Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 #MyBarlex Always and forever bro. See you around. 1 Report Yes, I do hate fat people. Former Ordo Skirata Link to comment
Elijah Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 o7 Current: Shaak Ti Past: 2Del, x10Boomer, x3Anakin , x2Eeth Koth, Lumi, Quinlan, Adi, x2Kit Fisto, Shaak Ti, 501st CMD, 91st CMD, Kano, Hawk, 2xAppo Link to comment
Marvel Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 (edited) Bro how is a girl better than ME! Huge o7 in my almost 4 years here now I haven’t met a better role player than you Shockpoint. I’m glad we met from our semi short time in Bad Batch to working our way up in the 501st. Honestly if it wasn’t for you I probably would have hit the road after my Hunter term. Glhf in life and get those grades up you hooligan! btw I am gonna nerd tf out in our legendary play through so prepare Edited May 1, 2021 by Marvel 1 Report Link to comment
Shockpoint Posted May 1, 2021 Author Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 1 minute ago, Marvel said: Bro how is a girl better than ME! Don’t make me cry bro If you use the RC Shotgun you are automatically cringe. Link to comment
Vicodin Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 i only knew you for that one 2ndAC tryout but you were hilarious, o7 1 Report Link to comment
Rohan Posted May 1, 2021 Head Admin Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 o7 Current: Head Admin | Marshal Commander Link to comment
Fizzik Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 Your efforts have been seriously appreciated man even if it doesn't seem like it. Don't be too scared about leaving high school. It isn't all bad being out of high school, you could find yourself back here. 1 Report Rule-maker and rule-breaker. Link to comment
Coordinator Woeny Posted May 1, 2021 Coordinator Coordinator Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 @Shockpoint we already spoke a little Man this hurts to see you go was always a blast seeing your goofy ass around you always put 110% into anything you did and it truly showed From Jake and your running around screaming on a gonk and Gregor to sick ass LAAT landings TO ALL THSOE FUCKING TABS YOU PROABBLY STILL GOT OPEN AND NEED TO CLOSE Not gonnna be the same without you running around 1 1 Report Link to comment
Daytona211 Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 Shockpoint, you were the only person capable of taking what we started and running with it so much that you have almost made it your own. You're events were inspired, thoughtful, and most of all impactful I will think back about some of the best times I had hosting events and half of them were events you helped / hosted with. The GM team will continue to stay this strong powerhouse as long as one of us is around to help. Keep in touch my friend 1 Report former: cadet,private,private first class, specialist,Sergeant,Staff Sergeant,Sergeant First Class,Master Sergeant,First Sergeant,Sergeant Major,Command Sergeant Major,Warrant Officer, Sergeant Major of the battalion, 2nd Lieutenant,Lieutenant,Captain,Major,Lieutenant Colonel,Colonel,Commander,Executive Officer,Battalion Commander,Regimental Commander,Marshal Commander,501st,212th,DU,21st,CG,RANCOR,104th,SOBDE,Jedi,Naval,41st,Event Job,Gamehelper,Gamemaster,Gamemaster Officer, Gamemaster Manager, Gamemaster Director, New Admin, Admin, Senior Admin, Veteran Admin,Head Admin, Director,Managment, Founder, Retired Founder, forum mod, forum admin,forum dev,Yoda,Mace WIndu current: Versock Link to comment
Tinovious Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 Crazy that as soon as you get a lady on ya dick, it knocks some sense into you. You listened to my multiple rants Shockpoint, you made jawdropping events, was a pretty poggers squad mate, on top of that one of the finest roleplayers on the server. Now you can tell your girlfriends about the flight back to Coruscant in that whacky clone impression. There's always an extra pod for you in the drop bay, and who knows maybe it'll be crowded when we get there. Enjoy high school, Experience life and don't neglect it. Take care buddy and don't be a stranger, aye? Oly Oly Oxen Free. Devote your heart. 1 1 Report Some dude that's been in SO BDE more times than he can count. Link to comment
Diplo Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 o7 Good luck with the rest of your school Link to comment
Founder Square Posted May 1, 2021 Founder Founder Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 You will be missed man. Hopefully things turn around for you. You're always welcome back here. 1 1 Report Link to comment
Marshh Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 man dude, its been an amazing trip with you bro! sad to see you go :( laters reg 1 Report Hi, I'm Marsh, I'm 19, I work at Disney Land as a Mickey Mouse Actor and get paid minimum wage. My mother kicked me out the house so I live with my Grandma. Hit me up on discord for some gaming times! Link to comment
Bleach Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 Papa Cockpoint #NotMyBarlex o7 my good friend 1 Report I am Best Canadian on the Server The Smoke Will Never Clear... Link to comment
Piff Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 Since you’re about to graduate make sure your senior prank is that you’re going to shoot up the school haha funny meme funny prank o7 “I’m not toxic, It’s just hard not to treat you like an idiot” ~ Logic Link to comment
Jagger Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 It was about time, finally. So the boy goes on to become man. But you've already become a man these years. The rest of the comments here prove that, as well as the work you did. Welcome to the new game of real life. Best of luck trooper. Discord DMs always open for girl advice, heh. Stay good, Shockpoint. 1 Report "If you have time to think of a beautiful end, then live beautifully until the end." "A hero need not speak. For when he is gone, the world will speak for him." https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kZTMETl7Ga0&list=PL5Og0VYg8k2TnPDvarJa9Ijipx7W0Or0x Link to comment
Deathstar784 Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 Nooooooooooooooooo! I'm gonna miss you man, I wish I came back sooner so I could have seen more of your events over the past few months. 1 Report Link to comment
Brooklyn Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 o7 great man. Will miss you and your impressions Kal Skirata Bacta Marvel Brooklyn I beat Jad in a spar first try. Link to comment
Donut Posted May 1, 2021 Report Share Posted May 1, 2021 (edited) o7 you'll be missed, you went down as an absolute legend Edited May 1, 2021 by DaBaby Link to comment
Maverick Posted May 2, 2021 Report Share Posted May 2, 2021 Gonna miss our good times together. Welcome to retirement. Pull up a chair. I got a mountain dew waiting for you. o7 1 Report Link to comment
Moose Posted May 2, 2021 Report Share Posted May 2, 2021 From one Gregor to another, take it easy. 1 Report Money Moves Link to comment
Snadvich Posted May 2, 2021 Report Share Posted May 2, 2021 Adios man, It was a real damn pleasure working with you for the time we had together. I wish you luck out there. 1 Report Link to comment
Mitchell Posted May 2, 2021 Report Share Posted May 2, 2021 o7 man, it was great working along with you. Ill make sure to keep things going in the right direction. Have fun dude. 1 Report Link to comment
Rizzo Posted May 2, 2021 Report Share Posted May 2, 2021 Damn dude. You put so much effort into the 501st. Everything you did for us won’t be for nothing. You’be taught me a lot on what it means to be a leader, I appreciate that. Our time working together has been nothing but a blast. Real life always comes first. Good luck with everything. 1 Report Former SOBDE BCMD Hunter Link to comment
jacobfyfe Posted May 2, 2021 Report Share Posted May 2, 2021 So finally time huh did not think I would see you go down but I think it is great your taking the time to really enjoy the rest of your highschool life. I still remember when we joined the GM branch and and we would start doing the darth maul deployments on nar shadaa to the event you posted that still gives me goosebumps when I watch it and many more events. But also helping me with foxtrot creating some great moments,,,,>.> tryouts 24/7 too and the 212th as a whole you really helped the server I feel. You did great man by many names I will now return the favor with what you put on my resignation. down to chat or play games whenever bud. <3 1 Report Link to comment
ScarZ Posted May 2, 2021 Report Share Posted May 2, 2021 8 hours ago, Cox said: YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THIS IS NOT POG RIP BRO IMMA MISS YOU YOU MADE SHIT FUN A LOT FOR ME AND A BUNCH OF OTHER PEOPLE BUT I GOTTA DO IT TO YA Cox: "I'ma Miss you" Also Cox: *Links Video that says "Rest in Piss you won't be missed"* Former: Delta Pilot 42 | WO Appo | 501st 2ndLT ScarZ | Naval LT Patrick Link to comment
Teaa Posted May 2, 2021 Report Share Posted May 2, 2021 cya foe nem, goodluck saying "103.5 KISS FM!" 1 Report The only Wrecker that embraced his largeness. Link to comment
Deku Posted May 2, 2021 Report Share Posted May 2, 2021 What the fuck I’m gone for like 5 days and y’all doing this? Full-time Server Boomer Link to comment
Jayy Posted May 2, 2021 Report Share Posted May 2, 2021 It was a pleasure being at your events. I'll never forget the time you got stuck in the air vents because you were "dummy thick" Battalion Commander Doom (Former) Link to comment
NissanMikli Posted May 2, 2021 Report Share Posted May 2, 2021 (edited) You'll always be welcome back in 501st <3 Hope to see you again sometime soon! Edited May 2, 2021 by NissanMikli 1 Report Former Rex - Fives - Walon Vau Link to comment
Matt-Matthos Posted May 2, 2021 Report Share Posted May 2, 2021 From 104th,To 212th, To GM and Staff and I'm glad we got to meet during those times. I wish you all the best and thank you for making every event you made special and fun. Goodbye our Resident Clone Trooper Actor... 1 Report Link to comment
Bleach Posted May 2, 2021 Report Share Posted May 2, 2021 2 minutes ago, Matt-Matthos said: From 104th,To 212th, To GM and Staff and I'm glad we got to meet during those times. I wish you all the best and thank you for making every event you made special and fun. Goodbye our Resident Clone Trooper Actor... Scrape was better 1 Report I am Best Canadian on the Server The Smoke Will Never Clear... Link to comment
Dono Posted May 3, 2021 Report Share Posted May 3, 2021 Lemme know what radio channel to tune into when your live, I better hear that clone impression at least once over the radio again. Also I wasn't joking about all your dupes.. .you better throw them at someone remaining here before all of that gold is lost forever. This is what I felt at the GM meeting when you announced it: Go fix your grades :) 1 Report Link to comment
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