Artemis - Phoenix Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 My brother played this game a lot, he loved the community and he was a nerd, but he wont be back. Shi or Phoenix as he was maybe known committed suicide on the 18th of August. I know not many people may have known him or liked him, but he always glowed when he talked about the people he knew through synergy and the work that he did. i only hope he left something good behind. If anyone knew him, have a beer for him. He wasn’t the best of people at times but he always tried. Thank you all for making him happy in the ways you did, and thank you for being there for him when he needed it the most. From the bottom of mine and my family’s hearts, thank you all. may the force be with you I guess. 61 Report Link to comment
Shockpoint Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 Holy fucking shit man. That's absolutely terrible. I wondered why his Staff App timed out.@Artemis - Phoenix Your brother was a great person. That really makes me sad. If you use the RC Shotgun you are automatically cringe. Link to comment
Naffen Posted September 6, 2020 Forum Admin Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 Holy fuck dude, I'm sorry for your loss man, he was a really nice person and everyone loved his company and he was a great guy to be around. He was a true Brit. Your brother was a great person truly. I added the Pepe emojis onto the forums Link to comment
MasonA Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 Fuck man, please give the kindest regards to all the family. He was a lovable guy and his presence was definitely noticeable. Wish you all the best. Discord: Mason#2710 Link to comment
Crimson Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 @Artemis - Phoenix Shit man.... Your Brother was one of the best people to be around and man he fucking made us laugh sometimes. Man made his way around to make sure everyone was having fun. Hope you guys are doing well. I did things for the server. idk what you want from me. Link to comment
Jack Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 @Artemis - Phoenix Your brother was a wonderful person,he was a person anyone could goto to talk to if needed. I hope your doing okay Current: Former: Veteran Administrator | 212th CPT | Alpha-66 | Wilhuff Tarkin | Nils Tenant | Dao | Naval Chief of Engineering | 501st XO | 501st TCC | 501st Echo | 501st Hardcase | 501st Heavy Lead Link to comment
Conrad Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 I don't have words. Shi was such a good friend. I'm so sorry for your lose. Link to comment
Penguin Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 (edited) I am so terribly sorry for your loss. Shi was an amazing guy. One of my favorite people and all I have with him are great memories. I wish you and your family nothing but the best, I can't speak for everyone in the server but I extend my love for the guy out to you. What an amazing guy, O7 Shi Edited September 7, 2020 by ItnLucky The Clover Crew Leader Link to comment
Brace Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 Oh my goodness I hope you and your family are doing ok during this. I don't know how to reply to this, but Shi was an amazing friend and person. "A word from the Navy..." Link to comment
Eclipxe Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 @Artemis - Phoenix Your brother was an amazing person and an outstanding leader in the server. He will be missed. o7 Clover Crew Member Link to comment
Artemis - Phoenix Posted September 6, 2020 Author Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 I am so glad that so many people have good memories of him. Once all of this is over I would very much like to experience what he enjoyed so for now thank you all so much, your words are appreciated more than you could know. 7 Report Link to comment
ScarZ Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 May his soul rest in peace Former: Delta Pilot 42 | WO Appo | 501st 2ndLT ScarZ | Naval LT Patrick Link to comment
TopGunz9 Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 @Artemis - Phoenix I didnt really know Shi that well, and i wish i had. But he sounds like an awesome guy and i truly wish you the best with the coming future. <3 Link to comment
Otter Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 He Was A Great Guy And Im Speech Less Righ now I just Want to Say May he Rest in peace Foxtrot/Alpha-23 EOD Otter Link to comment
Cox Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 I only met Shi once and he was one of the most chill people i met he had a sense of humor and he seemed like a really nice person, im so sorry for your loss best of wishes Certified Giga Chad Link to comment
Retired Founder Zim Posted September 6, 2020 Retired Founder Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 I'm really sorry for your loss. I hope your family finds it's peace and I am glad Synergy could be an escape for you brother. I hope he found his peace. 2 2 4 Report Link to comment
Bbstine Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 This one hits a little different, he was a fantastic guy and we had great chats that lead to many minutes of just pure laughter. I can’t even imagine what you’re going through man and I’m so sorry for your loss. He will be remembered throughout the life of this server and I hope that he found peace, if you ever want to hear stories of what he did here I’m sure people would love to share that with you. God bless you, and god bless your family. Link to comment
Robb Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 I am so sorry for your loss. I only had one conversation with Shi but it was a pleasant one. I will miss him from the naval chats. Link to comment
Comics Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 (edited) The server really won't be the same without him. I hope he can rest easy now Edited September 6, 2020 by Comics The most fuckable person on Synergy Star Wars RP~ Link to comment
TheCyan Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 Holy shit... I remembered Shi and he was a really funny and good dude. Sucks that this happened... :( I used to play this server for too many hours at a time. Link to comment
MisterFister Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 Your brother was apart of our battalion for a while and I'd just like to say I loved having him. He was hilarious, fun, smart and a great leader. I genuinely really liked your brother even though we never talked out of game. I've been here before, and recently too. I hope your brother found whatever peace of mind he may have been missing, but please, reach out to anyone here to talk if you ever have thoughts about killing yourself. I've seen it happen too many times, and I've been to that dark place too many times myself as well. The people here, as you may have noticed, don't have to know who you actually are to give a shit about you, and the same way your brother had a place with us, you do too. Link to comment
Wheezy Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 Rest In Peace shi didnt know you but from what i hear he was a good man. Always hurts to see someone take there own life. especially someone close to you Link to comment
Katy Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 I didn't interact with him a whole lot, but back in 2018 we were both in SO together and he was known as always being a hard worker and very friendly to be around. That statement remains true even after his passing. Rest in peace. Former: Rancor PVT | Special Operations SGM | Jedi Astromech | Guardian | B2 Battle Droid Link to comment
Donutz Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 Im sorry for your loss man, I didnt talk to him much but he was a good man, he was a good person, and an amazing member in the community, may he rest in peace <3 1 Report Link to comment
Kirito Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 May Shi Rest In Peace, He Was An Awesome Person. The Server Will Never Be The Same Without Him Current Lore Character: N/A Lore Characters Played: Hardcase x2 Tiplar Ridge x2 Fives Maze Link to comment
Dennis Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 I’m sorry for your loss, I only had good interactions with him. May he Rest In Peace, big up Shi ✊🏼 Current: Kevin Colt leader of the Colt Crime Syndicate | Alpha-69 Dennis Former: BCMD Doom x3| Havoc Squad Brimstone x3 | Base Ops CMD | Delta Jedi | BCMD Colt | BCMD Bacara | Specialized Regimental Commander x2 | First Count Dooku and creator of the CIS | Rear Admiral Orson Krennic Link to comment
Aeon Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 He was a Amazing Friend and a Outstanding Person Rest In Peace Friend ill miss ya alot Link to comment
Eclipse Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 This made me feel things. I didn't know him personally but from what others are saying he was a great guy and it sucks that he struggled with these things. He'll be missed. Yes, I do hate fat people. Former Ordo Skirata Link to comment
SmallJeff Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 Oh geez dude sorry for ur lose when we were both actively playing we became pretty good friends had good late night chats which lead to lots of laughter hate to see someone i had so much fun leave one last time RIP man Link to comment
Craigary Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 It sucks that things like this happen and a lot of times no one cares until after the fact. He was a cool dude. There wasn’t a single bad interaction I had with Shi. May he Rest In Peace. If anyone has any thoughts like this get help, you aren’t alone. Life really does suck for a lot of people and that’s just how it is. Don’t be afraid to reach out and talk to people about problems. Ex HA | VA | SA | A | NA | GMC | GMM | GMO | GM | GH | TRO x4? | TR | RTR | Hunter | Darman | Mereel | Fixer | Etain | Anakin | Hett | Base ops Commander | Forum Mod | Ahsoka x2| Tyzen Xebec | cooker | Jesse | Tup | warthog - Everything else i was Link to comment
Inosuke Posted September 6, 2020 Report Share Posted September 6, 2020 This hits different, me and him were on the server in rancor together and we would always just mess around and just hang out. Rest easy man. Link to comment
Ragen Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 Dame indomitus was one of my best buddies on this server we always joked around and when i messed up he maid sure the whole community knew it and he gave me the drive to get on and was the reason i didn't leave at one point im sorry that you have to go through this and i know the server won't be the same again Link to comment
Clancyy Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 Shi, I loved you and enjoyed seeing you every day. I am heartbroken that I'll never be able to hear you talk shit again, or your contagious laugh. I looked up to you and I will miss you dearly. RIP Shi Link to comment
Mantis Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 I’m Sorry for your lose. May he Rest In Peace Link to comment
Keo Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 I sometimes hung out with Indomitus a few times back in around June or so of this year. I hadn't known him long but from the times I interacted with him you could just tell by his voice that he was a down to earth and kind guy. At least that's how I saw him. He was always a pleasure to be around and I hope he is at piece now. @Artemis - Phoenix I can't imagine what you are going through but I wish you the best. Thank you for letting us all know about what happened. If you ever want to talk or play on the server with anyone here then you should know that we would all welcome you with open arms. 1 Report Link to comment
Korm Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 Sad day, I was feeling bad already. Had thoughts of doubt and hatred and so on... now this news. Rest easy buddy. Link to comment
Matt-Matthos Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 I had the pleasure on meeting your brother in this community, now I’m sure like most we knew Shi as The CG CSM Indomidus. Now I wasn’t very close to him like others but I knew him as a dedicated and hard worker in his battalion/regiment he was in. And he would always try to encourage other people to do their best. And he was always their if you need to talk or you wanted some words of wisdom. He was a good person and he will be missed. My sincere condolences to you and your family, The community is grieving with you. Stay strong man. Link to comment
Ippo Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 I might not have known him but form reading all of this he was a nice person I am sorry for your loss Link to comment
Smeck Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 (edited) Jesus Christ, I haven't interacted with Shi as much as everyone else has, though when I did it was all positive. This whole situation is really lame and I wish the best for you, your family, and anyone else he held close. We lost a good one. Edited September 7, 2020 by Smeck Link to comment
Bud Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 RIP shi you were a lighthearted person and great friend see you in the next life buddy im gonna pour some liquor for you homie Link to comment
Darkk Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 07, Shi was a great guy overall and an amazing friend. Current: Just Some Guy Former: Senior Admin | TRO x2 | MAJ | Styles | Rys | CG x3 | Thire | 21st x3 | Guardian Manager | Alpha-98 Nate | Sith Apprentice | Many more battalions | Serra Keto [9 Months] | TGML [9-10 Months] | TGL | Knight 8 Link to comment
MisterFister Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 5 hours ago, Korm said: Sad day, I was feeling bad already. Had thoughts of doubt and hatred and so on... now this news. Rest easy buddy. Hey old friend, if you ever know anything just know no one gets turned away. I'm always here if you need me, send me a pm on Discord or TS. It takes courage to ask for help, brother. Link to comment
Holo Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 Fuck man. Im speechless. Shi was a good friend of mine, When i was in naval we used to talk in the early mornings and those talks meant alot to me. He was genuinely a good person and liked helping people, Im so sorry for your loss Mistakes were made Link to comment
Knockout Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 Man I heard about this a few hours ago but it just now clicked who the pheniox they were talking about was... Man was a good friend to me always a joy to have around gonna miss seeing him around Current 501st MEDO KIX Former - Admin, Commander Of Special Operations, And the Best ARFL Link to comment
Camm Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 Holy shit, I can't believe it, he was such a great guy, I'm so sorry for your loss, Rest in Peace Shi, you'll be missed brother Former: 501st Commander, REGL, and ARCL, Senior Admin Link to comment
Peace Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 I didn't know Shi personally in game, but I always saw his name popping up. For what it's worth I am extremely sorry for you loss. Mental health is something that many people are afraid to share, but it is a burden that no one needs to take on alone. Remember suicide is never the answer. You may hear it a million times but only need to believe it once. Rest easy Shi. Link to comment
Soccer Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 @Artemis - Phoenix I am so sorry to hear this, I loved your brother and he will always be in my heart May he rest in peice... MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU Current: CG Commander CG Regimental Lead Diplomatic Service Lead Stone Naval Petty Officer Naval Zak Jedi Master Admin Former: 187th COL (Former) 187th PLTL (Former) 187th WO (Former) 501st PLTL hawk (Former) 501st COL (Former) TRO (Former) Game Master (Former) Senior Admin (Former) GC Reed (Former) CT (Former) Temple Guard Lead (Former) Serra Keto (Former) Link to comment
BigZach Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 Fuck man. I'm surprised at how much seeing this has effected me. I remember having a discussion with him about his medical issues LOA's etc. When I first heard of his passing I assumed it was to do with that, but I never expected this. To me Pheonix was inspirational in the way that you see people in shitty situations being strong and still being happy, it puts life into perspective really. But when I came on to the forums to see the post and to give my best wishes, I saw his profile picture and that's when it really hit. The memories flooded in, did we talk much in recent times? No but the small thing, the small things. fuck man. I can't fully understand the loss and grief you and your family are feeling. It must feel like shit. Just try not to keep it bottled in, find someone or somewhere to talk or vent to. It helps. <3 "I'm not toxic. You're just making it really hard to not treat you like an idiot." - Logic Link to comment
Freck Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 I'm devastated.. Shi helped me so much from 2017/2018 with my own battles whilst he was fighting his own.. He was very simply an inspiration to all, and I personally looked up to him a lot as a role model. Words cannot describe my sadness.. If anyone needs to talk, don't hesitate to contact me. Goodnight, Sweet Prince. 1 Report British Link to comment
Lix Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 i did not know him personally, but i wish i had rest easy Link to comment
NootNoot Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 Indomitus was a great dude during my time in CG had lots of fun with him never once had any bad interactions with him it saddens me to see him go So Basically ANIME Link to comment
Xander Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 I have not play the server in ages but i remember Indo may he Rest In Peace o7 Ex. Veteran Admin Ex. GMO Ex. 212th Warrant Officer Link to comment
Gret Briddlehide Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 My favorite memory of him was the time when he started calling me Gert because I had slurred my words when I was tired. He was always funny, always loyal. He was a friend of CG and a damn good man all the way to the end. I wish him good luck in whatever awaits him on the other side and my condolences to you and your family for this loss. Link to comment
Anderson Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 @Artemis - Phoenix I've only just heard about the passing of Shi / Phoenix as of this Morning. I can't put into words how much of legend that man was. When he joined CG he was nothing but helpful, brought laughter to a place that needed it desperately. He took no shit from anyone and that's what I loved about him. I could go to him and get a straight answer. No bullshit. I would like to think we were... I guess Friends. Though we had our ups and downs together he was ultimately one, if not the only person both IRL and in the community, who I went to about my own Mental Health problems first. I can't express my gratitude to that man enough, he gave me the confidence I needed to talk about my issues and get help. Now I only wish I gave my gratitude to him more frequently. I am truly sorry for your loss, Shi / Phoenix was a great man in my eyes and he will be missed dearly. - May the Force be with you, always. 3 Report Link to comment
Baelfire Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 o7 Shi was a good bloke I enjoyed the interactions i had with him back when i played. He shall definitely be missed. Former Boss, Former Fixer, Former Sev Former Jaing, Former Prudii Former Bardan Jusik/Skirata Former SOBDE Regimental Commander Link to comment
Moose_Wundo Posted September 7, 2020 Veteran Admin Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 (edited) @Artemis - Phoenix Ive literally just created my account as soon as I heard the news. I knew Phoenix and its not a name I've heard of for sometime, we played in the 2017/2018 era. He was an amazing person who loved to laugh and was just a really awesome guy. My memories are extremely pleasant of him. Im so sorry for your lose <3 Edited September 7, 2020 by The_moose 1 Report Currently: CG TKL CPT Hound / Gume Saam / Veteran Admin of le server OG ranks - SO CMD Moose and First ever CPT Taggart - The best Walon Vau - 212th Longshot -212th Boil Link to comment
justuscloud5 Posted September 7, 2020 Report Share Posted September 7, 2020 i hadn't talked to phoenix/indomitus for a while but he was a good dude and that's all i can truly say about him. fly high bro. Link to comment
Mitchell Posted September 8, 2020 Report Share Posted September 8, 2020 I am sorry for your loss. i lost a close friend of mine to suicide last year, and I know how much it sucks. Indomitus was a part of our community, and as part of our community I’m glad we managed to make a positive impact on him much like he did on others here. Mental health is something that is very serious and often ignored. I am someone who has dealt with severe anxiety and self esteem issues most of my life, and I owe it to my friends that I am still alive. To everyone reading this, you guys are a valued member of this community, and are loved by those around the community. I am here for you guys no matter what, and I am sure that others are too. Rest In Peace Indomitus. 1 Report Link to comment
ScarZ Posted September 8, 2020 Report Share Posted September 8, 2020 20 hours ago, Freck said: I'm devastated.. Shi helped me so much from 2017/2018 with my own battles whilst he was fighting his own.. He was very simply an inspiration to all, and I personally looked up to him a lot as a role model. Words cannot describe my sadness.. If anyone needs to talk, don't hesitate to contact me. Goodnight, Sweet Prince. Did he ever go by Horus in Naval if so, I remember him 1 Report Former: Delta Pilot 42 | WO Appo | 501st 2ndLT ScarZ | Naval LT Patrick Link to comment
Zest Posted September 10, 2020 Report Share Posted September 10, 2020 I'm so sorry for your loss. I'll pour one out for him. He holds a place in my heart right next to Slate. Lost but not forgotten; forever in our minds, hearts, and souls. Rest in peace Shi. o7 Link to comment
Apple Posted September 10, 2020 Report Share Posted September 10, 2020 (edited) This actually made me tear up. I didnt know about this until just now. I have known him on synergy for so long and i never expected this. He will always be remembered and I will never forgot about how much of a friend he was. Thank you Shi for all the Memories. Edited September 10, 2020 by Apple Link to comment
Soccer Posted May 8, 2023 Report Share Posted May 8, 2023 I know its been 3 years but i still think back to this post and it always makes me sad to know he is gone. He was an Amazing person who was loved by the community. We will miss you old firend <3 1 Report Current: CG Commander CG Regimental Lead Diplomatic Service Lead Stone Naval Petty Officer Naval Zak Jedi Master Admin Former: 187th COL (Former) 187th PLTL (Former) 187th WO (Former) 501st PLTL hawk (Former) 501st COL (Former) TRO (Former) Game Master (Former) Senior Admin (Former) GC Reed (Former) CT (Former) Temple Guard Lead (Former) Serra Keto (Former) Link to comment
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