Donutz

Fuck you lmao, gonna miss you man 💗

I didn't think life would get any worse and it has. I've lost my touch with starwarsRP, I've lost my touch with myself. I'm in such a dark place, I dont know if I'm gonna be able to get out. Life has put me in a pit of endless torture and it hurts. I've suffered from depression since I was 9 when my father died. Since then I've gone yo countless therapists and taken tons of meds to try and fix this and it hasn't worked, it only gets worse. Right now, i cant really handle much without getting down. It sucks and i hate it, i wish i could fix this but right now i cant. I gotta care for my mom and my brother more then myself. They need me and I need them. For 10 years of my life, I've completely isolated myself from my outside friends and gone digital, most of my days are spent digitally, I've lost most of my connections to old friends and acquaintances and the only people I really consider friends is on here and online. You guys gave me a home when I really needed people and I cannot be more thankful, you all are like family to me and I know I can be an absolute idiot and people dont like me but I thank you all. I've been around for almost 2 years and I can happily say, this was and is my favorite community. You guys have helped me through many depressive episodes and multiple thoughts of suicide. For this, I thank you all, i am writing this with tears in my eyes and sorrow in my heart. I must fix myself before I can come back. I'll come on from time to time but I hate to say this, but this is my goodbye. There are so many people who have touched me in a way only a true friend can, I'm not gonna be able to mention every person who has helped me but I'll try to name as many as I can. @Ratio thank you for everything. For the couch meme, this brought so much hate but joy in my life, and for that I thank you. @Bleach @Eclipse @Aaron @Piff We will always be the defect squad in 501st. I have some of my best memories with you guys and I will never forget you. Thank you so much for everything . You are all true friends @Diplo my DU brother, we survived so much and you've been an amazing pal, thank you so much man. Work on getting a BCMD, I know you can. @Cronis thank you for recruiting me into the server and bringing me into the community, I will never forget the amazing times we had as a batallion. Such great memories @Sixta thank you for always believing in me man. You were one of the people who inspired me to apply for staff. Thank you for always sticking with me and believing in me. For those not named, know you have done so much for me and words cannot describe how grateful I am for you. No this is not a suicide note, I'm too much of a pussy to do anything like that to myself lmfao. This is my goodbye So from one of the biggest minges on the server, I love you all and I will miss you 💗 Your favorite idiot -Donut

RP Name: TR TC 1LT ARC Donut Steam ID: STEAM_0:0:54141872 VIP (Y/N): Y Age: 20 Timezone: EST What was your previous staff rank?: Admin Are you currently staff on a different server?: No Why did you leave the staff team?: I didn't have the time/drive to get things done. I had some mental health problems. Why do you want to rejoin the staff team? (3 sentence minimum): I want to rejoin the staff team because I want to help better the server and be able to create amazing events. I really enjoyed my time during staff and was able to do good things for the server and I wanna continue the server. I want another reason to stay on the server besides the community and the server itself. I wanna help however I can. How do you feel your previous time as a staff member went? (3 sentence minimum): I thought it went well, it took some time for me to get promoted but I worked my ass off. I thought it went really well and I kept a good relationship with the Head admin that was assigned to me as well as the other staff. I did good work and took tons of tickets for textscreens and whatever was needed. Do you understand by re-applying to get your previous rank back that you will be tested on your knowledge of the server rules and practices?: Yes

im gonna +1 this man has done amazing work during his time here, yes there have been times of toxicity but he has pulled through and been a good man, +1

okay thinking more on this, im not sure the report was appropriate, so im gonna void it. but I would like to bring it up to woeny and high staff and bring the issue to them and go from there

RP Name: TR TC 1LT ARC Donut Steam ID: STEAM_0:0:54141872 Suspected Player's Name: Incognito Suspected Player's Steam ID (If applicable): STEAM_0:1:219758520 Rule Suspected Player Broke: Disrespect of a man who lost his life during his memorial ceremony Explain to us what happened: So during Shi's (Rest in peace) Memorial DB, the player was being extremely disrespectful talking about being bored and was baiting responses from people who were grieving. He continued this until the end of the Ceremony which was when he stopped. This is and was highly disrespectful to the people grieving and to Shi himself. Evidence (If applicable): https://gyazo.com/3c7e9f9e5353411516b0c875353902d5 https://gyazo.com/27d43fc35b251bf2f8483b42f4d77cd2 https://gyazo.com/b8149347befe7694aba3d74f50f62ec8 https://gyazo.com/ff924d4634dfd00a2b5bdc8f5d011fc7 https://gyazo.com/e9df2d4d781d309084f0dbd6afe81232 (Sorry for the evidence not being zoomed in, this was a rush to get the screenshots. May Shi rest in piece)

12/10 This is my favorite event of all time. This was such a good event and was perfectly executed. EVERY POINT OF THIS EVENT WAS AMAZING AND THIS MAN DOES AMAZING EVENTS

Im sorry for your loss man, I didnt talk to him much but he was a good man, he was a good person, and an amazing member in the community, may he rest in peace <3

+1

o7 gonna miss u man

+1 man owned up for shit and wasnt a ringleader ye

-1 nah fam, youre a good dude but this situation went to shit bad

-1 really just not okay to steal server shit and leave

They dont have knees. Midgets have sockets where their knees should be, that why they are midgets and short

@Bananaberry LOA OVER