Deadly's BCMD Doom Resignation

[Deadly]

Battalion: Doom's Unit

RP Name: Battalion Commander Doom

Date: 2/1/8/2018

Reason: I don't normally talk about my personal issues on video games, because it always ends up starting drama and losing friends, but I feel it's necessary to give some reason as to why I'm resigning so suddenly... That being said, you should all know that I'm gay. My boyfriend, whom I would've been dating for 2 years as of March, passed away this morning after a car accident. This morning I met up with him to go to iHop for breakfast, because I missed him, and there was a car accident on the freeway on his way home, the details are still mostly unknown, but he was pronounced dead around 12. I was on my way to see him at the hospital right after his mom called me to tell me what happened. It's been a few hours now, and I just got home. I didn't expect this to happen and I don't know why it did. I'll be honest, I don't know how to deal with this. One thing is for sure, I definitely do not have time to fulfill my duties as Battalion Commander Doom, and for that reason, I am stepping down from the position. I'm so sorry for failing you, but real life comes first. I'll probably be on ROA for a while just trying to cope with this, as he was the one person I truly felt like I could go to for anything. Like I said, I'm sorry for not being able to accomplish all my goals as BCMD, but I will try and still play on the server and help DU and the next Doom whenever I get a chance. I just can't deal with the responsibilities of Battalion Commander right now.

Goodbyes: I'm not quitting the server, just my responsibilities and position as Battalion Commander Doom, so here are my recommendations for the next BCMD Doom:

@kod4545 (CMD Kody)

Dooms Unit COL Ninja

@Carter (COL Chambers)

 

I feel terrible for leaving my battalion like this, before I even got a chance to give them a heads up, but hopefully you all understand why I have to do this.

[Jayarr]

Damn dude. I've had boyfriend issues a lot as of late but never to the extent of death. You were a good commander when I was doom, you did well.

[Core]

Thank you for your service RIP DU

[Buzz]

Real life always comes before a game, you did not fail anyone. You were a good BCMD and we have your back Mr. Deadly. Thank you for your service towards the server.

BCMD Neyo/Bruce Swain

[Shockpoint]

Fuck me dude. That shit is horrible. I can't even begin to fathom that. You have my wishes and prayers, and I am sorry for your loss

[Egg]

You did your battalion well. Hopefully you are leaving it in good hands and that is the best that can be hoped for. Good luck with everything.

[BlackMamba]

Holy shit, I did not expect that... As soon as I started reading what happened my face went from  to ... Rest in peace, I'm sure 99.9% of this amazing community will be here for you if you need anyone (if not 100%). Personally, didn't talk to you much but I know you were a great guy and I'm here for you if you need anything! It's great to see you were fine with stating your feelings on the forums. 

It was great to have you... Another one bites the dust...

Take care man!

-212th Commander BlackMamba

[Riddler]

Stay strong, speak to those who care around you here at synergy, this community has some scummy people but 90% of it will support you lad.

[Ivory1299]

Sorry for your loss Deadly. Also you didn’t fail anyone, we’d all do the same, you were a great doom (even for the short time I knew you)

[Woeny]

07

[Guest]

Dang man that was hard to read. Sorry to hear all of this. o7

[Oprah]

All my prays go to you

 

[Fours]

I didn't honestly expect this to hit me so hard. Shit. Sad to hear. Good luck.

[Thexan]

Yo, just be safe. My condolences. o7

[Bbstine]

Sorry for your loss brother, ride steady.

 

You did fantastic as a BCMD in the short time you were one, but regardless, one of the best. 

 

Take some time off, relax, get yourself together. 

[Rolenth]

HOLY.FUCKING.SHIT.

Goodbye, although i haven't talked to you much, all I know is you're a good man.

God Speed, God Speed.

Edited February 19, 2018 by Medic

[The Moose]

HOLY FUCKING SHIT. Dude we never spoke a lot, but if you ever want to talk please feel free to message me, I can listen <3

[Washington]

I cannot even begin to imagine what you must be going through. Thank you for your service and you did a fanastic job, and I know the next Doom will continue the great work you did. Take care my man, and I offer you my condolences.

 

[Turbine]

07 I am here for you as you know.

[Rocketpackgolem]

Thoughts and wishes go out to you. I'm so sorry this happened to you

[Xaze]

Well Mr. Deadly I don't know you to a personal extend but if you ever need to talk to anyone about you situation and need support it's what were here for. Me and my Naz... CG will always support you with anything you need. o7

 

Side Note: You were not a failure as Doom

[Heather]

You might not know me, but I know you, you are beloved and my condolences to what happened. I am here for you if you need someone, anytime, any day. 

[Comics]

My fucking good There is nothing I can say except good luck I hope Nothing like this happens to anyone but it does unfortunately You need help or someone to talk to we always have your back. I hope you recover from this horrific incident we wish the best for you.

[WaterMelonWolf]

I dont really get hit in the feels, But this brought me close to tears, I have lost 2 different members of my family to car accidents. So i feel for you a little and know its not the easiest thing to go thought, Best of luck stay safe my guy.

[Freck]

The pain must be unbearable, Please don't bottle up your emotions, talk to people, let them out, hell cry if you need too. Spend time with your family, take it steady good fellow. Best of luck to you. 

We as a community are always here to help you.

[Krabs]

Ive only known you for a little while,you seemed like a pretty cool guy and stuff,people dont even deserve to go through this,one love,and I hope for the best in your future because you really really did not deserve this
- Krabs <3

[deathdeeler]

You were an amazing BCMD to me and the rest of DU. Take your time, all of DU are here to support you if you need it. We will always take care of our own. 

[traditional]

Sorry for your loss. I haven't been on the server much so I don't know what you did for DU. But from what im reading you did a good job. I hardly feel any compassion for other people, but it's out of respect for you I show my compassion.

[Titan]

Holy shit, Feel better dude.

[Ccmonty]

Dude.........I don’t even have a meme or anything for this. I’m so sorry my dude you led du well remember to talk to people god speed dude

[Tristan]

I am truly sorry for your loss.

God Speed and stay strong

[Deadly]

Thank you all for all the support. It really means a lot to me. I expect to start trying to play on the server normally on Thursday, if not hopefully Saturday. I'll have to rebuild my activity, because I do need to tone it down, especially now that I have extra problems on top of schoolwork and other stuff.

[Fours]

11 minutes ago, Deadly said:

Thank you all for all the support. It really means a lot to me. I expect to start trying to play on the server normally on Thursday, if not hopefully Saturday. I'll have to rebuild my activity, because I do need to tone it down, especially now that I have extra problems on top of schoolwork and other stuff.

Don't rush back into playing on the server just for activity. After all, you suffered a type of loss not too many people in this community have felt. Take as much time needed and your return will still be great to see.

 

[IKE]

Sorry for your loss