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  1. Sorry, but -1. The closest thing we saw on 4th floor to action was Fixer saying that a commando was on 4th floor. We realized he was referring to himself after he came out of the elevator. I dunno about the rest of the event, but nothing happened for us at all.
  2. Name: Dooms Unit SGT Deadly Suggestion: Allow the skillpoints (from the f2 menu) to be given away from one player to another. Implementation: People could give their skillpoints away to other players if they want to help them farm up the money for them, or if they have extra bought, they could give thsoe to their friend so they have to afk farm them less. Lore: None Workshop content if applicable: I would assume that it is an option with the current system that is just disabled? If it would require a lot of coding it isn't a big deal so don't worry about it, but if it's just a simple toggle, why not?
  3. Deadly

    VOIDED

    +1 Turbine was a great RM BCMD Meds and is an overall great person. Good luck!
  4. I honestly do not know how to even begin this at all. I've been wanting to write this for over a week, but have not been able to do it until now. Part of me wanted to not even write this thinking, "no one will care anyways; it's probably just a waste of time." I've come to realize that isn't true and that many people do care about my leaving, so here I am...writing my goodbye. As you can tell from the title, I don't plan on coming back ever. Now, as the saying goes around here: "You can't quit Starwars RP; they will always come back." I've seen this happen many times, but for myself personally, don't count on it. I tried coming back about 2 weeks ago. I tryouted for CG and failed bc I forgot about the Brotherhood Code (Yes I know I'm stupid. I was Battalion Commander Doom once, am I really this much out of the loop now?) At first I was like I'll try again in the morning and get in (since I remembered it was the last thing to do in tryouts I figured I'd just come back and join easily, but when I woke up I realized something. Maybe Starwars RP and Garry's Mod just isn't right for me anymore. I had my day and now it's time to move on. As sad as it makes me, I just can't find the fun in it anymore. My perspective has changed. When I first joined all I wanted to do was troll. Jayarr's leadership pushed me to do otherwise and take it seriously. He trusted me and I was probably one of the best NCO's this server has even seen. Anyways, most of you know my story, I worked my way up to Commander and became Jayarr's 3rd in Command (Behind DU Veteran Fours). After Jayarr became Regimental I had both his and the entire battalion's support to apply for Doom. I got it and it was very shortlived, because of...well most of you already know the story, and I'm not trying to receive any of your pity or anything like that. But honestly, that time in my life has changed me forever...hopefully for the better. After I resigned as Doom I fell into a state of depression where many community members completely supported me and helped me during this time. (Thanks to all of those who did, especially @Turbine). Eventually I joined RM to just chill on the server and talk with friends. After Turbine resigned his position as Meds, I went to CG, under the command of Scribbles. (Sorry I forgot your name on here or I would've tagged you) Here I got more into the forums and started many many friends...and apparently enemies as well. I spent most of the rest of my time on the server in CG. If you don't know about all the stuff that happened with me on the forums, don't bother looking because it was pretty much all deleted (archived?) afterwards. I think one huge reason I don't like playing here anymore is because of all the time and effort I put into staff. I was a TRO, GM, and Vet Admin at one point and I gave it everything I had. Getting on every day for 6 hours on weekdays and about 12 hours on weekends. (These are not exaggerations, ask anyone that played with me). Rarely ever did I miss a day of playing on this server. I spent most of my time doing staff work, and the GM program completely ruined events for me. TRO was something I was very passionate about, but as I started to dislike playing on the server I lost my enthusiasm. Many of you warned me I would get burnt out, but I didn't listen. I decided I would give this server my all and see where it took me. Anyways my point is this server will always remain in a place in my heart as well as the people in it. There are far too many people to name that were just amazing friends and overall great people to be around. Maybe one day I will try to rejoin this community. I'm sorry for anyone that was hoping I would come back or that I let down. If you ever want to talk to me, you can add and message me on steam. My steam name is CaptainDeadly10. P. S. Remember back when the entire forums was angry with me and all those Deadly memes came out. The ones that were actually gay porn were 11/10. I will always love this community. "It's Doom's Unit or nothing." - Deadly
  5. Deadly

    Alfa | Fight Club

    -1 Event jobs were FailRping. One trandoshan event job said as he was being detained, "Wait, you need to tie me to a wall or something I have to go irl." Then, the CG that had handcuffed him took his handcuffs off and he just DCed. Completely ruined any sense of RP at all - Not that there was much there. Maybe it was just one bad event or one bad experience but since I stopped playing a month or so ago, the events have only gotten worse, and at a rapid rate.
  6. Well, as the title states, I am coming back, starting tonight. I've only gotten on about 3 times briefly since I left. I've missed being here, and, while I am coming back today...I will not be nearly as active as before. So you likely won't see me apply for any positions. You also probably won't see me on as much on the forums on on the server. Expect probably 5-20 hours per week on the server from me when I come back. I may decide to get on more often, but I'll try to at least get on for a few hours once or twice a week; I probably won't get on every single day like before. I feel as though finals and exams are starting to wrap up and I can feel a huge weight being lifted off my shoulders. Obviously, I still have many personal issues and whatnot but the academic stress is pretty much gone at this point (My school year ends on May 25th so I'm already in the summer mindset at this point). Anyways, I'll be getting on the server again so maybe you will see me around...
  7. Neutral. NPCs were way too tanky and you spawned many of these tanky deathwatch NPCs in ER while we were in it, guarding the only entrance/exit. Not very lore-friendly there. Event was pretty hard to follow, but I still had fun. Be careful where you spawn and lower their health, tankier than usual is fine bc they have deathwatch armor, but the (750-1000?) hp they had was a bit excessive.
  8. I know that many of you probably don't give a shit whatsoever, but for any of those who care about where I've been and whatnot...recently I took a bunch of exams and the SAT, and now I'm starting to go through all my AP exams, then I'll have a bit of free time, as I only have to take one final and ACT in july, so i won't have as much on my plate. I will be working over the summer, but that won't take up any more time than school normally would so not too much to worry about there. Honestly, after focusing on it for a few weeks, I have spoken with each of my teachers and took all the extra credit I could and have recovered all my grades up to an A, with the exception of 2 B's for this semester, but the overall average is still enough to keep me in National Honors Society, which is great. So as for academics: full recovery pretty much there. On the other hand, most of the relationships I broke off roughly 3 months ago have been almost impossible to revive across the board, but somehow my mental state has improved? Im trying my best to move on and I truly do thank those in this community who have helped me so much. You each know who you are. I plan to come back to this community, not nearly as active at first (and probably never to the extent I was before - literally 250-300 hours every 2 weeks on Gmod). So many of you I miss so much and I do feel as though I need to apologize for leaving so abruptly, but I'm also glad I did. It helped me a lot. There's a lot more I had to say when I thought about writing this, but I'll leave it at that. You know how to get in touch with me if you want to talk. Thanks for reading.
  9. +1 I finally had a chance today to hop on the server for a bit. The event was fun and I'm glad I was there for it. Great job!
  10. I will miss this server and the people I've met on it, but I've resigned from every position I've once held. My reason for leaving is very similar. There are way too many problems and things going on in my life at this point, and I can't even play on the server hardly ever. When I do get time on my computer, I find myself not wanting to play Garry's Mod at all. While I will miss SO MANY of you, I'll narrow it down to these few people. @Jayarr Thank you for everything you helped me with. Love ya buddy, sad that you left on such poor terms. Some of my favorite times on this server was being in your battalion. I N A C T I V E Jayrawr. @Carter Everything you've done for DU and for myself has not gone unnoticed. One of the best people I've met on this server. Hope to see you around. @Darkk We all have our problems, but after speaking with you multiple times, you get the most improved award. I'm astonished that you've done all the things you've done, and accomplished what you have. You're a great person, keep doing what you're doing. Be yourself. @Maxxjj @meowthemeower Both very great troopers I had in DU. Maxxjj, thanks for what you've done and just being here to help us all have a great time. Meow, it's been great to see you back, but I don't think we'll ever be as close as we once were. I've had a lot of great memories with you, I'm glad you're back. *Damn there are so many people I want to mention but I know I can't get you all. If you aren't on here and you think you should be, message me on here and I'll update it* @Zyner @Square @Keo (old Pheonix) @Bbstine @Smeck - You are all 5 just amazing people to be around on the server. I have lots of great memories with all of you and you guys won't be forgotten. Some of the kindest people on this server. @Turbine This man helped me when I needed it and was there for me at my worst. I'm so glad to have met you, you cute bastard. ~There are so many more so if you want me to add you because I didn't put you just message me on here and I'll update this post.~ Here are the pictures of my time here (let me know if you see yourself):
  11. Name: Deadly Steam ID: STEAM_0:1:81527710 Date: April 18, 2018 Reason for leaving: There are multiple reasons. The first is that when I joined staff, I had extra time on my hands and wanted to give something good to the server and this community. As of late, this extra time has pretty much gone away and I can't keep up with TRO, GM, and CG, as I can barely get on the server 2-3 hours each week because it's gotten to the point where I literally dread playing because of all the work that I'm gonna been doing instead of having fun. That's another thing, staff just isn't fun anymore. Training new TRs rarely happens, though I did enjoy it and shadowing other TRs either takes up a lot of time and is repetitive or I have to confront them about what they messed up on and they try and argue that I don't know what I saw. Either way, lose lose. GM was the most fun part of staff for me, as I could basically do what I wanted to see happen. I had a lot of fun working with event jobs, game helpers, and Gamemasters and I'm tempted to do one last event just for fun but I honestly don't have the time, which I'll get into that reason as well. So in summary, the server has become a chore and with having less time now, I can't keep up with the workload, unofortunately. The reason I have less time is quite a few things: I'm in musical and that eats a lot of my team. Schoolwork is stacking up higher and higher as finals and 3 AP exams, act, and sat are all within the next 2 months. My dad and stepmom mom and getting a divorce, which means I'm probably not going to see my step siblings hardly ever, whom I've known since I was 2 years old. The death of my boyfriend is finally starting to get to me and I'm having a really hard time right now with all the stress on top of it and prom coming up this weekend. Im failing multiple classes and I'm used to being a straight-A student and don't wanna lose that but I'm afraid it's too late already... i want to try to make some more friends because I cut almost* everyone out of my life 2 months ago. Including every family member. Basically my life feels as though it's falling apart and I need to handle it, so I probably won't be getting on there server much anymore but I'll prolly get on every now and then. Farewells: I'm not leaving the server, but I'm going to be taking an ROA for the next few weeks at least, if you see me online I'll probably be on league of legends playing ranked with what friends I have left. but I do have a few staff goodbyes to people who helped me a lot during staff @Korm You Senior admin and veteran admin trained me thank you so much for all your help, not to mention you were a great trm and helped me with anything I needed. What you've done is much appreciated, I hope you reach headadmin and take that last spot. @Carter There's a lot I could say about you but I'll only mention the staff help you've done. You helped me with a lot of events and I appreciate everything you've done with staff. Keep shooting for the stars! @Darkk Don't let anyone put you down, you can define how you live your own life and who you are, not anyone else. Great staff member, deserves more credit. @Andrews53 Great staff member and game master officer, did my gm interview and believed in me since the beginning. Thanks for your support. @Zyner Amazing person. I hope you get Yoda one day as well as director. Thanks for being great. THERE ARE SO MANY MORE, BUT THIS POST IS ALREADY WAYYY TOO LONG. If I forgot to put you here, I probably appreciate you, but there's just way too many. Feel free to message me on discord steam or ts if you need me.
  12. Most of the community wants to help you however they can meow. There's no need to ask for forgiveness, take care of your real life issues first and foremost. Get help if you need it.
  13. I hope you aren't leaving the server too, Meow. Either way, thanks for your service to staff. You will be missed. <3
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