Reading this leaves a sour taste in my mouth. I have absolutely no doubt that you wish to come back, but nothing you have said within this appeal nor outside of it shows you have the capacity to recognize the gravity of your actions. You spent the first half of this appeal blaming your actions on others and "burnout". Plenty of people burnout, but not everyone encourages others to post suicide gifs and harassing other members of the community . Every time I spoke to you post-ban, you showed little to no remorse, and a clear obsession with this community. It's hard to accept one can simply just "move on" from actions like this, and for the community to just take it on good grace that an outburst like this won't just happen again because you are "sorry".
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