Name: Hansen
Steam ID: STEAM_0:0:419335972
Ban Reason: Leaking docs, Homophobic post, leaking discord invites
Date of Ban: 7/26/22
Length of Ban: Community Ban
Staff Member(s) Involved: Woeny
Reason(s) why we should accept your appeal:
I would like to first off start by saying a few things to a few people:
I am aware this appeal will mostly go on deaf ears. Everyone who I have been annoying to, trolled, screwed with, and straight up wronged in the last year has reasonable anger to ignore everything I say, and decline my apology. Regardless, this is Hansen. I played on the server from august of 2021 to july of 2022, and I was community banned in July. I feel a few things must be said and heard to a few people on my behalf, even if nobody accepts it. I need to get a few things off my chest regardless if I am unbanned or not.
While most of the community is aware of my actions and wrongs, I will mention each and every one as well as explain from my point of view what happened from the first doc leak up until I stopped alting.
(July 17th) Shortly after Nalon was banned, myself and Seabass lost the desire to play the server and interact with the community. It was around this time we started to play for the wrong reasons. We would start to mess with people who didn't deserve it in the slightest along with slowly stop playing as serious and minging often in the last months on the server. I would like to specifically apologize to @Gears. While I may not be the one who trolled you the most, I did many things I shouldn't have. Those actions are mine and I regret every ounce of it. I just want you to know I truly looked up to you and all the hard work you put in when I took the server seriously in April-June. I know you may not believe me, but I'm just telling you I honestly regret doing the things I did after I resigned. I enjoyed my time as a senate guard, jedi knight, and overall just learning from you. I hope you can forgive me, because I truly mean it.
(July 25th/26th) It was about a week after this situation when the Doc leak happened. I was not home the day of the doc leak, yet I was punished for the situation. I had to witness much of this on my phone, though I can understand why I was banned, since most people used to often confuse myself and Seabass and still do. I had no way of contacting anybody since I was banned from every discord, forms, teamspeak, etc. I would like to mention before this part, I am regretful for all of my actions after the doc leak. I had no part of the doc leak incident in all honesty. When Seabass leaked the documents, he was community banned very quickly. Shortly after, I was also community banned although at the time, I had no part besides association with seabass, along with many others who were not banned. When I was banned like this despite not being involved, I was frustrated and angry, as I had spent much of my time seriously playing the server and roleplaying, I didn’t know any real avenue to get unbanned due to the accusations against me, and felt that myself and seabass were alone and had no more friends. I didn’t really have any evidence of my innocence and I knew it would be a waste of time, considering I was the only one there who didn't do anything, it would be a hard story for people to believe because of association. I was upset and did many things I truly regret at this time, sending messages that were inappropriate and just wrong, along with trolling other communities related to synergy.
(August 16th) Around 2 or so weeks after the doc leak occurred was when I began alting. I stayed under the radar for the most part, didn’t really troll or talk, and not many noticed it was me. But some of those who found out banned me. I alted only because I felt it was an unjust ban and felt I had nothing to lose, since I reached out to many people and was told there was almost no chance I could get unbanned. I caused harm to the server and people who played it, and yet still after I was banned, got a chance to enjoy the server that I felt ripped out of. I was flustered. Yet, I continued the process of alting and getting banned for over 2 months until the start of October (18th) Since then I have yet to alt and recently (January 2nd or 3rd) spoke with Seabass about attempting to appeal and explain, regardless if we were unbanned or not. I would like to say, while I have associations with Seabass and Nalon, this is my appeal and anything to do with them I had no direct involvement in. I understand why many may think I did, but I had no involvement with them since I last alted in October. Since then I have begun apologizing and attempting to appeal.
When I first resigned from the server, within a month I regretted resigning when I did, not only because I missed the server, it mainly was because of how bad I looked to others with the mass resignation. I wont get into the details of the drama but I came back and started acting mingy. I was then banned when the doc leak occurred. The days following the ban I sent messages to and went into TeamSpeaks of several people on the server, asking why I was banned, I was putting my frustration at both my ban and the realization that alting made me look even worse onto others instead of myself. I did and said things that I regret that shouldn’t be done to anyone. I’ve messaged some of the people on this list already separately in the past few months, some I was unable to contact, but here’s a more complete list so you can see the extent of what I did, as it was a lot and I truly feel the only way I can be welcome back is to acknowledge everything:
To Soccer and Kirito: I know I already spoke with you guys, but looking back I feel the need to say it again. I'm truly sorry for all the trolling I did to you guys while on the server and when banned. Regardless if I return or not, I will never do it again.
To Gears, Naffen, Bacta, Conrad, Woney, Maddox, Marvel, Mavelle, FYI, Xaze, Bbstine, and more members of High Command, High Staff, server leadership and higher ups who had to deal with my shit in the past and when I played:
I'm sorry for being such a pain in the ass for months on end. I truly respect all the hard work each and every one of you put into the server. I enjoyed playing the server when all of you were high command / server leadership before I fucked a lot of things up for myself and others - I shouldn't have done it, and I deserved my multiple bans.
To Hanz and Bacta, I want to also sepretalty apoligize to you two for everything. I was annoying to both of you and If I ever come back to synergy I'll make sure to change my ways. I understand if you are still angered with me, If you guys want me too I will never speak to you again. Sorry for everything.
To Marvel, Abraham, Shroud, Phaser, Drage, Keegan, Embark, Atlex, Kryptos, Corey, Silly, and many other 501st Commanders who I served under: I let all of you down, I know when I was a high ranking officer people looked up to me. I feel slightly better knowing I helped out a lot and truthfully believe before my ban I helped make the server a better place. I don't know if you guys can ever look at me the same way again but I hope you know that I regret my actions more than anything else I have done.
To Xaze, I feel like you had to deal with my shit the most of anyone with me alting, and causing issues in general. For that I would like to apologize for all that I've done these past few months.
TLDR: This is not a group ban appeal, this is my appeal, not seabass or nalon or anybody else. I did my own acts and terrible things after I was banned for association and deserved to be permanently banned for what I did. This is still a ban appeal, but I am explaining acts from when I seriously played the server, to when I was community banned. Hopefully some of you that I know from before I was banned will truly understand that I do really mean this, or I wouldn't be wasting my time writing an appeal, just to come back and continue the antics.
Evidence to support your claims: Just checking the bans page, I matched most dates with the accounts ban date and checked my steam.
If you would like to contact me at any time my discord is axerz#6622 and i will answer any questions or concerns