This pretty much exactly spells out how I feel on a perspective of someone who is banned who took the correct path. Thank you Thexan for shedding light on the situation.
After careful review of this ban-appeal and taking into consideration all the -1's and +1's and actual information that showed that you were claiming to be "genuinely sorry" does not equate to any truth whatsoever.
Maymays you are the type of toxic individual that will never be allowed on SynergyRoleplay ever again, it's time for you to move on to other things in life rather than wanting to come back to SWRP Garry's Mod Server. I personally feel your level of disrespect heavily outweighs how sorry you say you are.
I'd hate to see another server have to deal with your attitude as you have been nothing but grief on this server and have caused numerous issues time and time again. At one point you were considered a respected community member now your name will fade into none existence through the generations.
You're not sorry, you just want to play with friends.
Given the opportunity, you'd become more toxic and create more issues for the server.
Synergy is headed in a bright direction and continues to improve each day, with that being said, I'd like to continue improving synergy,
So for that reason.
Your ban appeal is denied.
You may never re-appeal, nor will you ever be given this chance.
Best of luck in your future endeavors. Take care.