When I joined this server back in late 2017 early 2018 after seeing my friend Zim playing it, I instantly fell in love with it, and since then I've had my fair share of Ups and Downs, Crys and Laughs, and plenty of hectic RP Moments, the experience of getting to play with every single one of you has been, and will probably be one of my most cherished memories in my entire life.
Which is why it pains me very much to say that I am leaving Synergy, most likely forever.
Over the last few weeks I've had a very badly degrading mental state which led me to attempt suicide multiple times, this lead to me shutting myself off from my family and eventually pushing most of them away. As a direct consequence of that, I have been kicked out of my house and I am effectively homeless for the time being, which means I will no longer have access to my PC for a very long time.
Ontop of that, I have found myself straying away from playing when I did have the opportunities to, and I honestly believe it's because I'm finally burnt out for the last time.
Thinking back on my time on Synergy, my fondest memories have always been interacting with my Friends, be it during an RP Situation, or us just hanging out on TeamSpeak, it's always been the players that brought me back each time, so I feel as if I have a few farewells in order for those who had the biggest impact.
@PunishedDrayyen Drayyen, we may not have spoken since our time in the 327th, but I have a lot to thank you for, you helped shape me into who I was on the server, Both as my BCMD, and one of my friends.
@Zim We may not have actually gotten the chance to play together and RP, but you've been one of my longest friends in the gmod community, you've stuck by me through each server we've gone to, and have consistently been there as someone I can hang out with when I'm feeling at my lowest, thank you for all You've done Zimmy.
@Forseen Forseen, you've been without a doubt the kindest and most understanding person I've ever spoken to on Gmod, be it listening to me rant about issues and genuinely trying to help me fix them, or just being there as a friend to play games with, you've made a lasting impact on me and honestly you've had the biggest impact out of anyone here, you've shown me that even when someone is being irrational and upset, the best approach is always to be calm and reason with them, this is a lesson I've taken to heart.
@Kurt Kurt, you were the first man to ever teach me ENG RP on a SWRP Server, you'll always be #1 engineer im my books.
@Razen Defect
@Brooklyn Catgirl Defect
@Polik Retarded Defect
@Scarecrow Mr. Crow, you've been one of my favorite people in the community since I met you when I joined 104th, you've shown me nothing but Kindness and Acceptance during my time here, even if you did call me a smelly lizard every time you saw me.
@Slate We were never the closest during our time together in 104th, but you were still one of my friends, and you showed me that even when being serious you can still have fun, rest gently in heaven friend.
@Wolfro Wolfro, I have a million words I could say for you, but I think these two are the best: Thank You. Thank you for being the one to guide me and point me in the right direction during my times of doubt, thank you for being a good friend even when we didn't talk for extended periods, you'll always be the best Plo Koon I've ever had the pleasure working with.
@Shiny Keldeo Keldeo my Friend. You are THE best Rper i have EVER seen on Garry's mod, the dedication and commitment you put into each and every one of your RP Situations is absolutely phenomenal, and ontop of that, you're just a super cool dude all around, hmu for some GTA When im not homeless
@Crimson I don't know if its by coincidence, but somehow we always end up playing the same SWRP Servers.
To everyone else who reads this, I apologize if I forgot to @ you here, currently writing this while having not slept for 30+ hours.
Its been fun Synergy, Farewell friends.
(If you need to reach me, you can message me on discord, if I have wifi ill respond SaneRyanC#0861)
