Basically what everyone is trying to tell you is nothing you say will change their mind that you shouldn't come back. These are perma offences in our community, we take them seriously, and while with time you can perhaps be let back in, these happened just days ago. People just don't believe you are ready to come back yet.
-1. Perhaps put up another appeal in a month or two. I can almost guarantee after that much time people will be more willing to see you come back after serving your time away for what you did.