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I'm glad you changed, and you seem to show quite the extent of maturity over the matter.
But to me, that does not excuse anything you and your group of "friends" did at that time. I've read your response to mavelle, and while I appreciate the sentiment, you participated in an act that in my eyes is completely unforgivable. I'm sure many people on this thread have seen some form of gore or scarring video on the internet, and you all should know how that sticks with you once you've been exposed to that.
Now, imagine your a kid trying to play star wars RP because it's your favorite piece of media, and you decide to check in on the battalion discord or server discord just to be exposed to a gif of someone blowing their head off. Guess what? That child or teen is now going to remember that for the rest of their life. Your other acts were just edgy teen bullshit which is easy to excuse, but whether or not you were somehow "forced" to post an image over the internet or not, you've already left your mark.
I don't care how "beta" it may sound, but it has to be said what you did is something I guarantee you some people will never fully get over. I hope you realize the weight on your shoulders of having exposed people to that content. It's all just my opinion, but forcing that onto someone for their life should not be, or IS not, excusable in any way.
No hard feelings, I don't even know you, we talked like once or twice. I just know you from your "joker arc" as someone would put it, and I can't form any other opinion based off that.