I have been absent for days as you all may know, and there are reasons for that. I wanted to test out another server (Kairos, Odysseys server) and I did. I'm not going to explain what happened over there because it frustrates me to the point where I can;t handle staffing or trying to roleplay anymore.
I love you all, I really do. It's killing me to make this post but i've concluded my journey in gmod. I may hop on teamspeak now and then but that's probably not happening. I can't even handle my own self right now so I have to take a long break. I'm not taking care if myself and i'm gonna be honest, playing gmod servers this year destroyed my grades in school. I'm failing in life before I even get to the tough part.
I will not be shouting out anyone, because most of those who meant the most have gone away already. There are some who remain, and you know who you are.
I'm sorry if I let any of you down.
I have let myself down.
Goodbye, my dearest friends.
"So if you love me, let me go.And run away before I know.My heart is just too tired to care.I can't destroy what isn't there.Deliver me into my fateIf I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have youMy smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never know"