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We grew really close during our time on the server Butter, but I lost a lot of respect for you after this situation. To go after someone in the way you did over a video game is in no way acceptable in my eyes, no matter what your mental state is at the time. I personally don't think your ban was scuffed either, I think the staff team gave you plenty of opportunities to take a minute and think about your actions and the impact those actions would have, and you are the one that kept going. Like Rohan said, it would have been just a 2 month ban but you decided to take it to Rizzo's Discord and continue it. I completely agree with Kortnul, you took this situation way too far and to try and come back to the community just two weeks later after telling someone to kill themselves over one negative interaction in Star Wars RP is wild to me. I personally don't think that you really regret what you said to him, I think that you regret that you had consequences for these actions. It's also pretty childish to take your frustrations with your battalion out on another member of the community who had nothing to do with the situation, but also to take it out on anyone in the way you did is just not right. You apologized and that's great, but your failure to understand why you got upped to a perma and still thinking that it's an unfair punishment, just makes me think that you aren't ready to come back to the community just yet. I love you man, I wish you the best, but I think that you still need to take a break from the server for a little while.