If this was the same night I remember, you were being an absolute tool. You acted in a manner that was comparable to Krood in which you tried to RDM someone purely because they were pissing you off. An admin even kicked you because he *didn't* want to ban you, I believe the reason was "You're a good person, stop getting arrested" or something along those lines. Despite the fact that there were numerous people trying to talk you down, if you ended up getting banned you wasted their time and by extension are wasting our time with this appeal. You won't change unless you get some time out, and as has been proven time and time again, people don't change at all, even with time.