My late goodbye

[Jayarr]

 

I have been absent for days as you all may know, and there are reasons for that. I wanted to test out another server (Kairos, Odysseys server) and I did. I'm not going to explain what happened over there because it frustrates me to the point where I can;t handle staffing or trying to roleplay anymore.

I love you all, I really do. It's killing me to make this post but i've concluded my journey in gmod. I may hop on teamspeak now and then but that's probably not happening. I can't even handle my own self right now so I have to take a long break. I'm not taking care if myself and i'm gonna be honest, playing gmod servers this year destroyed my grades in school. I'm failing in life before I even get to the tough part.

I will not be shouting out anyone, because most of those who meant the most have gone away already. There are some who remain, and you know who you are.

I'm sorry if I let any of you down.

I have let myself down.

Goodbye, my dearest friends.

"So if you love me, let me go.
And run away before I know.
My heart is just too tired to care.
I can't destroy what isn't there.
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know"

 

Edited August 29, 2017 by Jayarr

[Guest]

you were a pretty ok guy bt as a lot of people tend to do GMod pretty much consumed you for a while and it made you a bit of a cunt because like me you probably used it as an emotional outlet

 

sad to see ya go, buddy.

 

[Styles12]

Good bye-you were a ace commander and hope for the best for you

[Ryanzabby]

Jayarr makes the best dupes

[Joah]

Hey man, sorry shit happened that went south, I still miss our 504 Senate debrief q_q. Take care fam.

[Venom]

Hey jayarr I wish you the best of luck in your future endeavors.  My time with you in the 104th was great and you always made the best dupes.

[Star Killer 14]

Sad to see you go. Probably one of the best builders and leaders we had.