People in US takes the N word very seriously(EU is just like meh)
Well it seems like you really wants come back, but it's still a -1 since you could just have been calm...
Do you even take this serious;
Well you could just tell the truth to start with and not making carter tell us what YOU have done. I wonder how you can say that you haven't done anything...
If it's true what @Carter said then -1.
You've done more harm than good to the community.