I'm really not sure what to say, I mean I kinda stand by what I said in chat. If I'm going to take the time to spawn some NPC's id rather just make an event for everyone at that point since it would involve the whole server and hosting events is something only select admins can do. I've done my fair share of spawning in Citadel, at this point I would rather host an event for the entire server then do that. I clearly was not in the mood to do either or at the time, and I have the right to say no to that.
I understand I probably should have helped you find someone, but I don't go for the point that I'm lazy or don't care to help other players. I've been an admin for a while and I have accumulated over 650 tickets, I think I've helped people and I will continue to do so.
Last and most importantly, I am here to help the server whether that's hosting events or helping players out and I enjoy doing that. That being said, I have the right to say no. I won't be forced to do anything that I do not want to do, because the moment that I am I will resign. At the end of the day, this is a video game, and I enjoy playing it and helping the community out. I have the right to dictate where my time goes, and what I want to do with it even if it's doing nothing. I am not your slave
This is a game, not a job. I help cause i want to, not because i have to.
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Take the time to read staff resignations on the forums, the game turns into a job and it drains them. The mentality that staff are people who work for you instead of with you needs to change. Staff are the ones who help the server, but remember they are real people just like you. You are a New Admin, and hopefully one day when you get high up in the staff ranks you can look back at this and get something different out of it. Much love.
-Alfa