Alright, I want some clarification. What do you mean by more "effort?"
I'm guessing you want this so here you go.
Oh synergy clone wars gmod role play server admin. I am truly sorry for the mistakes I have committed. I'm am accountable of my actions and I will never commit an act of horrible rdm ever again upon the server of yours. I was so close with everyone in this community and it was so fun pretending to be a clone. I'm am truly sorrowful for the absolutely atrocious deed I have committed upon you, your family, and probably your entire heritage. Please, I just want to play again and I swear on my mother that I have changed. Being away from this server has really taught me life skills and has benefited me both mentally and physically, but now I wish to return to my role playing en devours upon your establishment. I have come so much closer with Jesus and God and they have forgiven me. I could not sleep at night feeling the guilt committing such sin. Oh please unban so my great sorrow can cease.