Point is i had no reason to act that way and is was irreconcilable and stupid to do so, I acted like a douche and I have to own up to it. Im at least tryin to make a mends for what i did as i said i wanna come back and do better i was really stupid from resigning in the first place i really wish i wouldn't have done that when i was a ARF sergeant in the 212th. What i shoulda did was take a break cause i was obviously burning myself out and stepped away for a few days instead of letting myself get burned out and acting like a complete asshole.